Praythings

If I had to say

What's really on my mind

If I had to tell you I've not left

Any of it behind

Would you tear at me

With your eyes?

Maybe you would hate

A little at a time.

If I had to stray

Not all at once

What would you say?

Would you stay?

You've woken up to wasted cards

And expectations

It could be helped

If you'd looked hard

If you'd looked once

Trusting

Loving

Do you understand?

I've fallen

Into another place

It's not your place

It's not all good

It's not my fault

Or yours

This time it's just better

Left

Not understood.